As a little girl, I would watch in awe as the "big girls" danced en pointe, with grace and skill, and longed to be one of them.
I've danced at my studio for eight and a half years. Although I've been promoted to the next level almost every fall, there's been two times when I've been held back for a year. There's also been times when I've been moved up mid-year.
The last three levels at my studio are called Echappe, Apprentice, and Company. Apprentice is pretty much considered a part of the Company. They take classes together and perform together. The only difference is that the Company members perform solos, while students in Apprentice are mostly understudies for the Company. Echappe is the last level before this, and for that reason, it's a big deal to get moved up to Apprentice. Once you're in Apprentice, it's just a matter of developing your skills enough to become an official Company member. But like I said, Apprentices still get to take classes and perform with the Company, take annual pictures with them, and attend Company parties and events.
This past spring marked my second year in Echappe. I had been anxious this past May and June about getting moved up for the fall. I was also worried about not getting to teach anymore, since the teaching position I had for the workshop had only been temporary. Finally, one day in June, I turned it all over to God. (1 Peter 5:7 casting all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you.) I prayed that whatever God's plan for me was, He would make it very clear to me, knowing my own desires for my life would blind my eyes to His will. I asked that if I was supposed to stay at my studio, that I would get moved up and become a teacher permanently. And if God's will was for me to leave my studio, that I would get neither privilege.. . .
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Dancing4Jesus
Psalm 149:3~ Let them praise his name with dancing. (NIV)
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